I'm just going to make this short, not like the 3 pages in my journal about it.

Yesterday I'm on the phone with Cody and he makes me promise to him, never let a guy touch me and if they do tell him, so I say I promise.

Well today in Spanish I touch Andrews Voc. so I can study because I didn't know all the spanish words and he pokes me trying to get me to give it back, but I'm not thinking and I don't tell him to stop I just give the paper back. Well at lunch Cody asks me about it and I say yes he poked me in my side and I explain why. But he freaks on my, then stops talking to me, but desides to ask all these questions "Why didn't you tell him to stop?" "Why didn't you tell me?" "Why did you break the promise?" and all these other questions. I'm just so shoked that he's so mad about this and freak myself. Well we talked about it, but on the phone tonight he tells me he doesn't trust me anymore. And how would he know it won't happen again. But I start to get upset and he asked are you crying? I'm sorry I still trust you. But goes on bullshiting about it again. So we talk some more, and more questions, and more things that will have to change, and if it happens again and I don't tell him were through. But now he thinks I'm ok, but truly I'm not, I still think he doesn't trust me and all this other crap. But I have to be with him for like 15 hours tomorrow so I'll see how that goes. I'm suppose to meet some of his family in London, plus we have a chior contest with 25 other schools at Trace tomorrow 8 in the morning.

                                                                                                                              Love you,

                                                                                                                              Love you,

                                                                                                                                   Sarah♥